the words are just rules and regulations to me

Current Mood: excited

...which is INTENSE considering....

What's new? Let's see. First and foremost, I am a SENIOR IN COLLEGE. What the fuck. I cannot believe how fast everything has gone by. Just yesterday.... I'm so much different now. I'm...well, I'm an adult. Kinda. I'm kinda a pathetic excuse for an adult but that's another story.

Also,
I need to make an immediate decison about weather or not to go to Israel.

...Which is intense considering I don't support Israel.

Not anymore at least.

Since I had to think for myself.

Nationalism makes me me want to throw up. War is not okay. Ever.

Ever!


I'm sure I just pissed a bunch of readers off. 

Oh well.


I've learned to challenge my anger towards working for social justice. And by being a femanazi. I now put all my energy into being blasphemous by taking about fetishes in my women's studies courses. It's much more productive than wearing all black and trying to cut myself.

Also, I love my girlfiend! I never thought I'd be one of these girls to talk about it and brag. I hate emotional pda. And those girls who can't shut up about there boyfirend is such a QT. But seriously, Haley is kick ass. And I love her so much. And I want to be with her forever.

...Yes. I, Rachel Levy,  just wrote forever.

Who would have thought.


It's about time to go to sleep. Because tommorow I have to read many pages of Foucault. I'm going to be writing a graduate-level paper using a Foucaultian analysis of whiteness. I'm so pumped! I love gender and critical race theory. Love Love Love. I want to go to graduate school. University of California - Santa Cruz. And enroll in Angela Davis' Ph.D. program History of Consciousness. My thesis will be on the role of the outsider. I don't know how I'll specify quite yet but I'll write up an awsome propersal. Hopefully Haley can move out there w/ me and start up a studio.

...in case you can't tell things are pretty rocking tonight.